still growing

what….am I….going to do….about it all

sometimes my world’s a mess
going through chaotic and difficult things
at least my mind knows what is best
while having no control over my moodswings
it’ll tell me to take some rest

I know my own kind of darkness – and
I also know my kind of light
it’s like a whole development has been there
so now I have, on it all, more sight
or at least I might

there’s a force of life in my body
there’s also power emitting from my soul
energy is being poured from all around
and all I have to do is to relax and use
whatever I actually need

© Maularia Fist